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Blood And Tears 12

Kayla's POV

I Went Inside The Bathroom.

The Bathroom Was Huge.

It Consist of the colors Black, Gold And White.

It Had A Bathtub And A Shower

I Felt Like Relaxing A Bit So I Decide To Take A Bath.

I Filled Up The Tub

The Water Was Filled With A Bunch of Bubbles.

I Got In And The Water Felt So Good It Was Nice And Warm.

I Felt Like Listening To Some Music So I Turned On My I-pod And Put It On The Floor

The Song That Came On Was Smells Like Teen Spirit By Nirvana

I Sang Words I Started Alittle Bored So I Got Out.

My Hair Was Really Curly So I Decided To Straighten It

I Then Decided To Put My Pircings in Since i Hadnt Worn My Nose Ring And Lip Rings In A Long Time.

I Looked At Myself In The Mirror Seeing Myself With Snakebites Looked Weird But I kept them on since Pete Never Saw Me With My Pirings On.

I Had My Bangs Hang Over My Eyes And Had The Back Of My Hair Spiked In Every Direction The Red Ends On My Hair looked perfect.

I Decided To Just Wear Some black and gray vans With Ripped Up Jeans A Spiked Belt And A Black t-shirt.

I Turned Off My I-pod And Left The Bathroom.

Pete Wasnt In The Room So I Figured I Would Go Downstairs And Tell Patrick The WholE Story About Why I Was In Chicogo.

I Went And Saw Patrick In The Living Room Watching Tv he was by himself.

"Wow u Look Sooooo Different Kayla."Patrick said shocked

"thanks I Think."I Replied Not Sure Weather That Was Good Or Bad Thing

"Its Definatly Good"Patrick Said As If He Was Reading My Thought

"Anyway Patrick well..........the whole reason about why im here in chicogo is because well.....rmember how my Dad was abusive well he was going out of control again and i was really just deffending myself and.....i killed him my mom tould me 2 leave and go somehwere that she wasnt going 2 let the cops find out that it was me. so my first reaction was 2 go 2 chicogo."I Tould him

I Was Close To Tears But I didnt cry

one thing about me that i was never a cry baby

i didnt cry about anything

i never let ppl c me crying EVER

"Kayla dont worry im sure your moms gonna take care of everything and If U Want I Could Just Tell Pete And The Other Guys Myself"Patrick said sounding a bit concerned

"that would b nice since i dont really want 2 hav 2 say alllll of that agin"i said laughing

then Pete Came In the living room

"Umm Pat Umm....Yea U Can Do That Now Or Watever And Ill Just B In Pete's Room"I Said

i went in Pete's room And Layed Down On The Bed

Blood And Tears Part 11

Kayla's POV

Me And Pete Got Into The Taxi

Everyone else wanted 2 leave me and Pete alone so that way we could catch up on some suff

i was kinda tired so i just went and kinda put my head on Pete's shoulder

he put his hand around me and started playing with my hair

"so have a boyfriend yet?" Pete asked

"Nope still single and lonly"I Said

"thats a lie u live with 5 other guys and yet u dont hav a boyfriend?"Pete Asked looking very surprised

"Well U know How i am im very...affectionate"I Said

"So In Other Words U Always Hav A Cuddle Buddy When U Need One And Made Out With Some Of The Guys ...am i right?"Pete Asked Laughing

"OH u Kno me 2 well"Kayla Sid Laughing

i couldnt hold back any more

i knew i wanted 2 kiss him

i lifted my head of his shoulder

he looked perfect

"Can I?"I Asked

i didnt hav 2 put it in a whole sentance

he already knew wat i wanted 2 do he is my best friend h knows everything about me

he knows me better then i know myself

"can u wait atleast till we get home"he asked smirking

"no i cant wait"I Said Giving him a smartass smile

"Too Bad"He Said Laughing

"Bitch"

"Whore"

"Slut"

"Ho -Bag"

'Yea But Im Your Whore And Hoe"I Said Giving him a smile

"Yea And Im Your Bitch And Slut"Pete Said

the car had stopped

"Finally"i said

"Come On"Pete Said Taking My Hand And Leading Me To His House

"Wow"I said looking at the outside

"its fucking huge Pete"I Said

"watever u say come on im going 2 show u your room and stuff"Pete Said Leading me insides the house

"So I Must Ask?"Pete Said

"Ask What?"I Replied

"r u going 2 sleep with me?"Pete Asked

"wow u sure dont waist any time"i said laughing

"u kno wat i mean"Pete Said

"If Its Ok With U"I Said

"But Do U Want To?"Pete Asked

"Yea Your My Bitch Besdies Your Bodys Killer and i dont mind being able 2 sleep next 2 that killer body ....in other words every chance i get ill take the oppertunity"I Said

"Come On"Pete said taking me to his room

his room was filled with dark blood red

white walls

and only consist of the colors black and red

i went and layed down on the bed

I Saw Pete Take Off His Shirt

i could c his tatto

i loved it

i always thought it was sexy

he had then put on a cleaner shirt

and layed down next 2 me

i looked at him just admiroring his beaty

he then kissd me

and then he pulled me closer to him

and the kisses turned into a makeing out

but then we got interupted by someone knocking on the door

Pete didnt wat 2 stop

but neaither did i

so we just acted like we heard nothing

then whoever it was started knocking harder

"wat the fuck"i yelled

now this was getting a bit annoying

"dont Kayla"Pete Said Trying To Calm Me Down

"No thats fucking annoying"i said to pete

"Just Wait"Pete Said

He Got Up And Opened The door

Pete's POV

"What"I said

i was sooooo fucking pissed off

"did i interupt somthing?"Said Mikey

"Just What do u wat"i asked alittle more calm now

"Patrick wanted me 2 ask u where Kayla was sleeping"Mikey said

"Shes Staying in my room"I Said

"ok then im gonna b downstairs just so u know ok"Mikey said

"alright"i Said Then Closed And Locked The door

kayla was sitting on the bed

she looked really cute sitting like that

"Wheres The Shower?"Kayla Asked

"o theres one right there lucky me i got a bathroom in the room ...wat can i say i like my privacy"I Said

"Do U Hav A Towel I Can Use?"Kayla asked

"Um Here"i said throwing a towel at her

"Thx For Letting Me And My Freidns Stay Here"Kayla said smiling

"No Problem"I Said Smiling At Her

After That She Went And Walked Into The Bathroom.........

Blood And Tears Part 10

Kayla's POV

"Come On Wake Up"Gerard Said Shaaking Me

"No Im Tired"I said

"Come On we R In Chicogo Alreaady So Wake Up."Gerard said

"ok ok Im Up" I said Opening My Eyes and streaching

"Im Gonna Call A Cab"Frank Said 2 Me And The Rest Of The Guys

"Im A Go With U"I said

All The Other Guys Got All The Bags as me and frank walked out of the plane

I was shocked at wat i saw i couldnt belive it frank must had noticed i stopped walking

"Wats Wrong Kayla"He Asked me"

then i just smiled and i couldnt stop smiling

i was soooooooooo happy

"Look"I said Pointing My Finger To Someone

"HOLY FUCK"Frank Screamed

as soon as he said that i took off and ran toward him

yea u guys r probbly wondering who this"person" is

well im not so mean so ill tell u ITS PETER FUCKIN WENTZ !!!!

back 2 the story

i ran up 2 pete and jumped on him

i couldnt contain myself

"AHHHH RAPE"PeteYelled

Frank Hurried And Ran Behind Me and took me off of pete

"HI"i said smiling like a idiot

"HEYA"Pete Said

i then notuiced patrick was right behide pete
"Patrick!!!"i yelled

i ran up 2 him and gave him a hug

patrick hugged me right back

"Ok Now Im Alittle confused"Frank Said

"o well ummm....u wanna tell him pete or should i?"I Asked Pete

"Ill Tell Him I Guess"Pete Said

"well me and the guys were doing a show in chicogo and we saw some crazy person in the crowd throwing roses on to the stage sooo i went into the crowd and brought her up on stage after the show we hung out and became pertty good friends we took her on 1 tour and after that we never saw our little grl agin"Pete said pretending 2 cry

i couldnt stop smiling i am talking 2 some of my old pals

"awww come on u know u want another hug"Pete said

"damn right bitch"i said giving him another hug

"so wat r u guys doing here?"Andy Asked

"ummm well i rather tell u guys later"i said my smile faiding alittle

"well do u hav a place 2 stay?"Patrick asked seeing my happiness fade away

"no we dont"i said

"now u do"

"seriously"i asked cheering up a bit

"yea u can stay at my house"Pete said

"that would b awsome....thank u snook-ums"i said

"no probblem sex kitten"he said smiling

Gerard,Mikey,Ray,Bob looked at pete and the guys with really goofy smiles

"whoa"Mikey said

"u can say that agin"ray said

"whoa"mikey repeated

ray then smacked mikey over the head

"wat u tould me 2 say it agin"Mikey said inocently

"Shut Up"Gerard said

"come on snook-ums"i said hooking arms with pete

"watever u say my little sex kitten"Pete Replied

after that pete and I skipped all the way 2 the taxi

at that moment i knew living in chicogo would b a piece of cake

Blood And Tears 9

FF 2 next day(still Kayla's POV)

"Im sooooooo fuckin tired"I Said

i was soooo warm i was under the blackets with my black hoodie and a pair of baggy gray sweats on

i was alll snuggled up against Gerard sense Frank was in the living room playing video games with Ray,Mikey,And Bob

me and Gerard where still tired so we crawled in bed and just slept togeather for about 3 more hours

Ray then came into the room

"come on guys get up" he said

me and gerard just layed there as if he hadnt said anything

"COME ON GET UP!!!!!"Ray yelled

after that Gerard was about to get up

but instead i pulled him back in the bed and had put the covers over both of our heads

'Plz Stay With Me'i asked him

"alright fine"he said

and we cuddled up with each other again

*thinks*i wonder if im starting 2 fall 4 Gerard no....i cant i like frank.....or do i*end thinking*

"Gerard?"i said seeing if he was still asleep

"yea"he replied with his eyes closed

i didnt even care that much and after knowing frank my whole life i knew he would care eaither

so i just kissed Gerard

he opened his eyes and smiled

"wat was that for?"he asked

"for always being there for me"i said looking at his eyes

his eyes where beutiful

u could stare at them alll day

he cupped my face with his hands and kissed me ever so pationatly

we just stayed there under the covers and kissing

i wanted 2 stay in his grasp 4 ever i never wanted 2 leave

but just like everything else good that happens 2 me

this has 2 end aswell

Ray got tired of trying 2 get us out of bed so instead he just left

Mikey Now Went And started knocking on the bedroom door

interupting both me and Gerard

"GO AWAY!"Gerard Screamed

"Come On We Hav To Go The Plane Leaves In Like A Half An Hour"Mikey said thrue the door

"Holy Shit"I said In A wisper

"ugh....now i hav 2 get out of my cozy little spot here"I said

"I Kno It Sucks"Gerard said getting out of bed

i soon foled and got out of bed 2

Gerard was already dressed he had put his clothes on earlyer so that way he could sleep more

Me On The other hand was still in my wat i like 2 call "cumfy clothes"

so Gerard was just sitting on the bed looking at me

i figured he didnt get the message 2 leave the room so i could get dressed

thats ok thoe

ive never been the "shy type"

so i just took of my sweats and had put on my ripped jeans with my spiked belt

then i took off my hoodie and had put on a black tank top and another hoodie that had a broken heart on it and said "bad girls need love too"

i then slid on my black and grey vans

and look at Gerard

he looked as thoe he had died and came back 2 life

"wat?" i asked getting slightly annoyed

"nothing .....i just didnt think u where going 2 strip in front of me"he said slightly laughing

"o plz gerard u know im not a shy person besdies u didnt leave the room"i said

"well i didnt kno"Gerard said innocently

"is my body really that ugly?"i said

"NO your body is beautiful"Gerard said

"ok then com on we hav a plane 2 catch"i said

after that we .liked arms and marched out of the room

Bob drove us to the airport

we finally arrived and it was 2:56

"HOLY SHIT'Gerard screamed

"wat"

"we only hav a few more minutes 2 get 2 the plane"

after that it was a mess

all 6 of us went running 4 the plane

we got there on time thou

We all got on the plane

I sat down in the window seat

and 2 my surprise Gerard went 2 sit next 2 me

as soon as he sat down i went and layed down on himhe kissed my neck lightly and then i drifted off and fell asleep

Blood And Tears Part 8

Kayla POV

"So Wat r we gonna do"Frank Said

"I Kno Exactly Wat Im Gonna Do"I said with a smirk

"What?"Frank asked me curious of what i was thinking

"Im Gonna hav a threesome"I Declaired with a dead serious face

"R U Serious?"Gerarrd Said Almost Laughing

"Dead Serious"i said

man these idiots r sooo retarted they hav no clue that im joking HA

"R U Feeling Ok?"Bob Asked Putting His Hand Over My Forehead

"yes Never Better Besides Ive Been Wantig 2 Hav A Threesome 4 A long Time Now"I Said

man i wanted 2 laugh soooooo bad but i couldnt i wanted 2 c how far my little joke would go

"Wait Im not the only one whos wanted a threesome?...........YES I AM NORMAL"Frank shouted

"Ok Then Fine Its already me and frankie who else wants 2 join?"i said

"Wait U werent Joking were u"Mikey said With A Worried look

"Oh Fuck It I'll Join In To"Gerard Said With A Slight Smile

Then Gerard Frank And Kayla All Had A Three Way Kiss

"Whoa"was All Ray Maniged To say

"Yea Well i hope u guys do kno i was just kidding about the whole threesome...although having 1 would b very ......intresting"I Said Laughing

"Your A Pretty Good Kisser"Gerard Said Randomly 2 Me

'Well Thx your Not Bad Yourself"I Said Laughing

me and the guys well atleast me frank and gerard hav always been really touchy feely

like we would make out with each other and it wouldnt mean anything

thats just how we are

AS USAL 2 B CONTINUED

Blood And Tears Part 7

Still Frank's POV

"Hey You Too Love Birds Wake Up Already" Gerard said shaking me and Kayla so we could get up

"What are you talking about Gerard?"Kayla said rubbing her eyes

"Oh plz Dont Give Me That 'Sweet Inocent i didnt do anything look' i saw u to sucking face last night" Gerard said laughing

"They were?.........why didnt i c anything?"Mikey said dumbfounded

"because You Were to Busy Crying At The End Of Chicogo"Ray Said Laughing

"Shut up"Mikey Said Getting All Serious

"Awwwww its ok Mikey i still love you"Kayla said Giving Mikey A Hug

"Hey What About Me"I Said Putting A Hand Over My Heart

"Dont worry i love you 2 Frank"Kayla said giving me a kiss

"HEY no kiss for me?"Mikey Said

"And After All Those Years We Had together How Dare U Do That To Me"Mikey Said Joking Around

"I Love You More Then Frank U Should Kno That By Now Mikey"Kayla Said Giving Him A Kiss as well

"Ok Enough With The Love Fest"Gerard Said

"What You Feeling Left Out On The Hugs And Kisses Gerard?"

"Alittle"

"Dont worry i love ya 2 my little love muffin"Kayla Said Kissing Him 2

"OK ENOUGH!!"Ray Said Getting Annoyed

"Whats Up With You?"Frank Said Laughing At How Serious Ray Was

"Nothing"Ray Replied

"Hes Probbly Just Hungrey... I mean u kno how ray acts when hes hungrey"Bob Said Laughing

"Ok Then For Ray's sake lets go 2 eat but right after we must go and see how much the tickets cost"Kayla said

FF 2 airport

"How Much Are 6 tickets 2 Chicogo?"Frank Asked

"Umm That Would B five hindred and seventy five dollars sir"the lady over the counter said

"So Are We Gonna Get The Tickets Or What?"Frank asked

"Well I Hav To Like I Said Befor U Guys Dont Have To Come

But I Hav To Go I Cant Stay Here Any Longer"Kayla said

'Well Like We Said We r not just going 2 leave u like that"Mikey Said

"Well Then What Are We Waiting For"Gerard said

"Cicogo here we come"Bob screamed alittle 2 loudly

earning us weird stares from the people around us

"well can u give us 6 tickets 2 chicogo then plz"Frank asked the lady

"Here You Go Sir Your Flight Leaves Tommrow at 3:15 p.m."

"So Wat you Guys Wanna Do Now?"Asked Kayla

"well since we wont b living here for to much longer......i wanna make some trouble"Gerard said with a smirk

"Agreed"Kayla And Frank said

i wonder wat these trouble makers r gonna do now

o well guess well hav 2 find out

Blood And Tears Part 6

Still Frank's POV

well instead of just wondering wat she would do if i kissed her

Im just gonna go ahead and do it

after all ive never been the shy type

i leaned in and kissed her

Kayla's POV

Frank kissed me

im not even gonna lie

it was the best kiss ive ever gotten

i mean i always had a little thing 4 FRank but i just never thought he felt the same way

i kissed him back

he was about 2 pull away but instead i wrapped my hands around his neck that way he couldnt leave

i didnt want him 2

i wanted 2 stay kissing frank 4 as long as i could

Frank's POV (again)

i was about 2 pull away from the kiss

but then she wrapped her arms around me that way i couldnt leave

i was happy she did that

cause in my heart i knew i didnt want 2 stop kissing her eaither

i felt her tongue move gently on my lip

as if her asking 4 permission 2 enter my mouth

i gently wraped my arms around her waist and opened my mouth slightly

we kept kissing until we heard somone knocking on the front door

Kayla pulled away

we decided not 2 answear the door sense we just were 2 lazy 2 do so

she cuddled up with me again and i heard her whisper you where the best thing that has ever happened 2 me

after that me and kayla both fell asleep

welll.....

how did u guys(and girls)like it

well make sure 2 comment and all dat good stuff

Blood And Tears Part 5

after the pillow fight gerard and bob must hav accidently fell aslepp

ehhh go figures somone would fall asleep

by then i got bored of beating ppl up with pillows so me,Ray,Mikey,and Frank decided 2 watch a movie

"how bout we watch my favorite movie of all time Chicogo" i Said

"ehhh again.....i mean dont u ever get tired of watching a bunch of females just kill their husbands and or boyfriends then hav 2 go 2 jail for it"Mikey said

"o plz shut up b4 i kill u"kayla said laughing

so ray,mikey frank and kayla all go and sit on the couch and start watching Chicogo

"Frank can i lay on u....im kinda tired"

u didnt even wait for him 2 respond u just go ahead and cuddle up next 2 him and put your head on his shoulder

"What Am I Your Pillow"frank said laughing

"Yes plus not 2 mention your cumfy and u smell good"kayla said sniffying him

Frank just laughs

Franks POV

Honestly ive had a thing 4 Kayla ever sense i met her

She Was Everything 2 me and im not even gonna lie her laying on me felt right

i wanted 2 kiss her sooooo bad

i wonder how she would react if i did.............

lol CLIFFHANGER ill post more as soon as i get u bumbs 2 read and COMMENT on my story

Blood And Tears Part 4

"Well That Should Be Enough Money 2 Get Us 6 Tickets 2 Chicogo"U said

"Wait Were Leavin Now?"said Bob

"Yea Just Get Some Clothes And well Head out"Kayla said

"But Wait What Are We Gonna Do Once We Get 2 Chicogo?"Mikey Asked

'"Im Not Sure Im Thinking That Sense You Guys Are In A band And all That How Well Make Money Playing at clubs and stuff"u said

'Sounds Good 2Me1"Gerard said

"Hurry Up Guys Okay Just Get Some Stuff Not Your whole Closet"u said

Oh Kayla By The Way You Left All Your Clothes Here Said Mikey

"Good that Way I Dont hav 2 go home"u said

"Yea There Right In The Closet"Mikey said

*u went and got your clothes*

"is every one ready" u asked

"yea i mean how long is it supposed 2 take us we did spend the night here"said Bob being a smartass

"shut up Bob b 4 i lick u" Kayla said

"hella no u hav cooties"said Bob Laughing

"oh oh u can lick me"Gerard said raising his hand and jumping like a crazy person

"Ew kno who knows when was the last time u took a shower"Kayla said

"oh i do"Mikey said

"it was exactley a year ago" said Mikey Laughing

"Shut Up Mikey said Gerard Throwing A pillow At Mikey

mikey threw the pillow back but it accidentoly hit Bob and b4 u knew it there was a pillow fight in the ways house

P.S.sry its short my sis is kicking me off the computer

Blood And Tears Part 3

You Wiped Your face And Went 2 Gerard"Gerard I Hav 2 Go"u tould him

"No U cAnt Where R U Going" Mikey Said

"I cat Stay in New Jersey Mikey I Hav To Go Somplace Else"u said

"Why?"He Said Close To Tears

"Mikey,I Killed my father dont u think there going to put me in jail im 19 there gonna come looking for me once they find out i did it"

"Fine But Im Going With You ...Im Not Letting You Leave Dat Easy"Mikey said

"Yea Kayla well go with u home hasnt been that great 4 me eaither"said Ray

"Yea Ill Go To"said Bob

"An whos gonna take care of u if iom not there 2 protect u from Frank" Said Gerad

"Count Me In"Said Frank Giving U A Smirk

"Thanks Guys This Really Means Alot"I Said 2 them

"1 question thoe"said Frank

"What?'u asked

"Where R We Going?"He Asked

"Well I Hav 2,000 dollars Saved Up In The Bank im not sure how much it cost 4 tickets 2 go 2 Chicogo But Im Sure U Guys Hav Some Pocket Change"u said

wll Me And Ray Hav 200 Dollars saved up from our last job"Bob Said

"i hav 5 dollars idf that means anything"Gerard Said Laughing Slightly

Hey Mikey How Much Money You Got Gerard Screamed Down The Hall

"5 Dolars" Mikey Said

"so me and mikey hav ten dollars in total....im tellin u guys where comin up about a month ago we only had 2 dollars now were up 2 a solid ten"Gerard Said

everyone laughed

'kewl so altogether we hav 2,210 dollars" Said Kayla

Wait Frank How Much You Got Bob Asked

Umm Probbley 40 dollars Frank Said

"Okay So Now We HAV 2,250 DOLLARS"Kayla declaired